But always I ask my self that why you get my both legs, I was still child, I was not include in crimes, I didn’t build buildings from peoples blood. I was a poor and immigrant child, what was my crime that you gave me this punishment.
Again I think that slaves don’t know about their benefit, when I become young whit these legs I may go in a wrong way, I man go to steal house of some one. Again I take consolation my self I may not know that god is always merciful on his slaves’ right, every thing was in my fate I saw.
I was an immigrant girl, me and my sister was going to collect wood after a blast I did not know what happened, I asked the doctor why I am here, the doctor told I felt my hands on my legs are light suddenly I put my hands on my legs and I saw that not only my one leg but I lost my both legs, I became trance, when I wake up again I was not able to talk and every one was giving me consolation, I was not talking with any one, and from my bad luck my father died in interior fights.
We finished a bad situation; I was burden of family, my sister small brother and my illiterate mother, you your self surmise. I could not go to school and study before I lost my legs because of poverty and immigrations. And when I lost my legs, then nothing in the world didn’t have mean to me and all the world became dark and the life mean only sorrow and pain for me.
We (me, my brother, sister and my mother) were living in the airports incomplete buildings with a lot of difficulties and poverty. Cloths and from the money we could only breathe. One day about evening that I never forget that day, it was ramazan month, a very cute attractive and fat boy came to my mother and told her that,
From address we found you, my mother has some work with you. We all became happy and taught that may be they have some laundry or house cleaning and we will earn some money for our tomorrow my mother went and came bake happily and told me that my dear daughter, there is a very kind woman who I don’t know her, wants you to go to her office and she will give you a job.
I wondering that what can I do that she wants me, she wrote the office address on a paper(Kabul orthopedic organization 13th street of wazir mohammad akbar khan) I went to her office, her name was gull makay siawash, she told me that I hired you in the searching room and you have to search people who come for treatment I started my work from there after some days again I was asked to go to the directors office, I was very sad and I taught that may the director didn’t accept me and will fire me because I didn’t do my job well. I went to the office she asked me: which skill do you have? I told, I know tailoring. Asked: are you literate?
Answered: no, she was looking me and she told me! searching is not a vacation, one day I may not be here and you will lose should promise me that you will try a lot, I told here, everything you want I will do that, she told me I will make you literate and that method I know I will try it on you, I started from ( الف.ب.2.1. ( and during this period I really tried a lot, I was studying until midnight and after 3 months I was able to take exam from first class up to 3 class.
Then she bought some magazines and toke me to read and she told for a person to teach me during his free times, all personal were helping me and in this period I could found a strong literate. In this organization there was a professional course for about tow years, miss Gul Makay Siawash told me! You should participate this course and also include in English class. After two years I learned a good knowledge about human’s bone, nerve fiber, muscles and brain actually I taught that this is not me, I was an alliterate girl set on the dust, I always taught that I am in a dream, because I always sat on the dust and regret when I saw girls going school, when I saw them reading books I told in my heart how lucky they are, that can read papers, now I think that this was my fate, if I lost something I got something better than that, I might passed my life by having two legs in ignorance and illiterate.
Now despite having no legs I can read every thing, speak English and operate computer and I learned all these skills by encouraging of Gul Makay Siawash, and also by financial support of C.C.D and its respected Mr.Nezami.
In fact no one knows about her/his benefit, but god knows and god is really kind. My life changed, from the dust up to white gown and now I can make Orthoses for the patients, I can make lumber sport, collar, orthotic shoes………
This year I was appreciated and got gift for my talent and best working, and I got the top number among my co-workers. This was my story from the dust up to the white gown. I am always indebted to Miss Gul Makay Siawash for any changes in my life, I wish her the capability of helping disables such me. And now I am very happy that I passed the (DPO) intrence exam and I will study 3 years of other prosth course in I C R C for 3 years
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